"Ah, but a man's reach should exceed his grasp,
Or what's a heaven for?"
(Robert Browning)
In a world torn apart by chaos, disorder, and moral entropy, there
seems to be little place for human virtues like love, compassion, and
hope.
What can a mere individual with little by way of social or economic
influence, lacking in prodigious talent, noteworthy abilities, or
physical prowess, do to make a difference, let alone fix the problems
of the world?
It would be mere hubris to think that I could be an agent for
positive change. Me: just one of over seven billion souls.
When the first wave of alien invaders - known as The Legion - landed
on Earth, we were in no way prepared for them. We weren't even able
to take care of ourselves, let alone deal with an external threat
from a species far more advanced than us. The invaders were looking
at us with bemused condescension as they trampled on our social and
political structures, crippling our ability to defend ourselves,
deconstructing our world.
My first encounter with those invaders was something that I will
never forget for the rest of my life, being imprinted as it were deep
into my consciousness.
When news of the first landing in New Amsterdam went viral on every
conceivable form of social media, my instinct was to run and hide.
Then I thought, "what could they possibly want with a nobody
like me?" With that, my initial panic subsided a little,
although I still felt that we were all doomed anyhow and nothing
could be done.
It is a peculiar quality of human nature that when all hope seems to
be lost, a cathartic sense of calm, relief even, sometimes fills the
soul, a vague sense of transcendence that comforts, albeit
fleetingly.
For me, that brief moment of being sparked a desire to actually *do*
something for once. To do what I could to save what was left of human
civilisation; for if we did not even try, what was the point of
existing in the first place?
Plus I had nothing to lose, for a nobody cannot be negated any
further. My life, until then, added up to nought.
But, what could I do? I, of no talent or ability. Why have the
yearning to do something that is seemingly impossible?
When the alien invaders launched their first wave of attacks, they
were far more insidious than physical destruction: they sought to
implant the seeds of moral degeneration that would lead to our
downfall. In our case, though, the seeds were already there in our
unvirtuous existence; The Legion only needed to put in place the
catalysts for destruction.
This they did in the form of alien symbiotes that controlled their
human hosts. The targets were people of influence: politicians,
policy makers, senior government officials, and the like.
I was none of those, so I was "safe". Or so I thought.
*****
I woke up one morning to the sound of banging on my door.
It was the military. It seemed that our city was under attack and
they were evacuating everyone to convert my suburb into a forward
operating base.
I sensed that something was not right. There did not seem to be any
strategic advantage in choosing *this* suburb as FOB. Plus the whole
operation seemed reckless. Nobody seemed to be in charge; everyone
was just following orders, refusing to answer any questions. The
residents of the neighborhood were packed into three-tonners and
promptly taken away.
Then it was my turn.
No time to pack, I was told. Put on this mask because we were driving
through poison gasses from the aliens.
I obeyed, but reluctantly so.
As the truck headed off into the clouds of poisonous gasses (alien
Morphon particles, they were called), we huddled up together in fear.
Then it happened.
The truck hit a fallen tree and swerved into a ditch, throwing me off
and into the ditch. My head hit a rock, smashing my mask, leaving me
exposed to the Morphon gasses.
I blacked out.
When I came to, I found myself, along with everyone else, encased in
cocoons, our spinal cords connected to tubes that led to a massive
contraption that throbbed slowly. Everyone else was unconscious,
except me.
Then everything went blank again.
The next thing I knew, I was back in my house.
It was a bright sunny day outside; people were going about their own
lives, gardening, cooking, walking their dogs, jogging. Children in
the playground having fun. Elderly folks by the park benches reading,
playing chess, smoking their pipes.
Everyone seemed so happy.
I looked at the daily paper. It was a Monday. On the front page,
headlines proclaimed the first anniversary of the defeat of The
Legion. Celebrations everywhere.
Could it be true? What happened? How did we win? Where was I all this
while?
I stepped out into my front yard. The sun was so bright it almost
blinded me. I didn't want to look up but was somehow compelled to.
What I saw I can never forget.
There was a tear in the sky. Or a crack that ran right across from
horizon to horizon revealing an empty darkness. What was so weird is
that I could actually see behind the blue sky and clouds into the
black void beyond.
I gestured to my neighbours, pointing frantically to the sky. Nobody
noticed me as if I were invisible. Everyone went about their own
business, blissfully ignorant in the tear in the fabric of their
reality.
Everything went blank again. Total darkness.
I came to in my cocoon once more. Not knowing what was going on, if
it was all a dream or a hallucination. Everyone around me in their
own cocoons still unconscious.
Then I heard a voice. *My* voice.
"Resist," the voice said.
Slowly, bits of my memory came back to me: the evacuation, the truck,
the accident, me falling, my head against a rock, the mask broken,
Morphon gas filling my lungs, the excruciating pain, then the light.
The gas did not kill me.
Instead, it did something to me. To my mind.
"Resist," the voice repeated.
Suddenly, I felt my consciousness awaken within me, as though it had
been dormant all my life. Until now. It was like a warm light,
dispelling the darkness around me. It connected me to other
consciousnesses, at once strange and foreign, and simultaneously
familiar.
The curious thing about an enlightened consciousness is that it wants
to be free. Free from all constraints of time and space, free of all
fears, free of all limitations. Despite ourselves and our mortality.
Despite our apparent weaknesses. Despite our human condition.
I realised then that the human spirit - our willpower - knows no
bounds. It wants to reach the heaven that is around and inside us.
Perhaps the exposure to the Morphon particles enabled my latent
spirit to manifest itself as willpower. Perhaps we all have it in us
already; it just needed to be awoken. To be freed from the banal
existence we have been trapped in.
In any case, I knew my journey had only just begun. I summoned all my
will and felt the bonds
around me dissolve away. The cocoon that
entrapped me melted, and I was free. I did the same for all the other
cocoons around me, freeing their captives. One by one, they came to
and regained their conscious memories.
We were all still faced with The Legion threat, but no longer were we
their prisoners.